BCM241 AUTOETHNOGRAPHY DA
The last part of my research is focused on the drama that comes along with online veganism, and more specifically on the impact it has on influencers. With an influencers public decision regarding veganism comes a very public response. This can be in the form of a response or commentary video, comments, tweets and posts. Through this I aim to understand the effect that cancel culture has on social media influencers today.
Through observation, I was able to acknowledge that the response that influencers receive in regards to beginning or quitting veganism varies significantly, in both a positive and negative way, and these reactions can have a major impact on their careers.
Stella Rae and Yovana Mendoza are two ex vegan YouTubers who experienced an extremely negative backlash once they admitted they were no longer vegan. The comments under both of their videos were full of accusations of using the diet for views and fame, remarks about how disappointed their fans were of them and claims that they were unethical and deceitful. Many response videos by other vegans were made about them, including the one by Tofu Goddess who called Stella “egotistical” and said that she quit veganism for “no real reason.”

Once I did further research, I discovered why Stella’s fans were so angry. She had been lying about being vegan for over a year. She was still posting videos about her vegan diet, promoting the lifestyle and even selling vegan merchandise. Yovanna found herself in a similar situation when a video was posted of her trying to hide the fish that was on her plate. She finally admitted that she had been eating eggs and fish for two months while pretending that she was thriving off a vegan diet.

The effect of cancel culture is clear within these scenarios. Both Stella and Yovana admitted to be scared of ruining the brand they had created off of veganism and of the negative reaction of their fans, with Stella claiming that she hid it for so long because of “fear of judgement and seeing the backlash others received.” From an auto ethnographic approach, I am able to say that Stella’s action did cause her to lose many fans, including myself. Her videos were the reason I became vegan so once she no longer made vegan content, I unsubscribed.
Comparatively, I was surprised to discover that most response videos and comments about the majority of ex vegan YouTubers were sympathetic and factual. My field notes can conclude that this happens when there is no deceit involved. Some influencers just wanted to give it a go and it didn’t work out for them, so they are honest with their fans and in turn their fans are understanding. YouTubers such as Christie Swadling received positive feedback from her fans, both vegan and non vegan. They appreciated her honesty and wisher her the best in her future dietary decisions. Additionally, Tiffany Ferguson is an example of a vegan commentary YouTuber who makes educational and supportive response videos that aim to help these influencers remain healthy. Some may choose to “cancel” these YouTubers, but for the most part transparency has protected them from that culture.



Sometimes, YouTubers are able to use drama and cancel culture as a way to gain more fame. The unreliable and humorous nature of both Trisha Paytas’ and Nickocado Avocado’s veganism has encouraged a lot of negative comments and videos. Their comment sections are full of words such as “offensive”, “rude” and “shameful” and many response videos have been made about their diet. FreeLee the Banana girl is mostly well known for her brutal response videos, referring to Trisha’s and Nick’s diets as “disgusting” and calling them out for their dishonest ways. However, Nick has over 2 million subscribers and Trish has over 4 million, both of them gaining hundreds and thousands of views every video. This is an example of how it is possible to monopolize cancel culture and use the drama to gain more attention and thus more money.


In conclusion, veganism has proven to be an extremely risky area of the internet. Cancel culture is a significant part of social media and my research and autoethnographic reflection has proven that the severity of drama that follows a YouTuber’s decision to quit has a significant impact on their career, but can vary dramatically depending on their level of honesty and consideration.





















